today is a hard day.
i feel it today; all that craziness in there. i feel confused and nervous and scared, little and sad and oogie. it sort of feels like i’m at an amusement park, and there is a ride that is too old for me, or i’m too short, but the guy lets me get on anyway – even though my face reveals that i’m not entirely sure i WANT to be on the ride. and now there is no way off. but i’m not equipped, you know? it just feels like today, i’m just not equipped for life.