ill equipped

today is a hard day.

i feel it today; all that craziness in there.  i feel confused and nervous and scared, little and sad and oogie.   it sort of feels like i’m at an amusement park, and there is a ride that is too old for me, or i’m too short, but the guy lets me get on anyway – even though my face reveals that i’m not entirely sure i WANT to be on the ride.  and now there is no way off.  but i’m not equipped, you know?  it just feels like today, i’m just not equipped for life.

y’know?

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About denelle

writer. artist. ponderer.

Posted on December 17, 2011, in random and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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